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Call me a freak, but all I want from the guy, on whom I currently have a crush, to do for me in particular is to regard me as his little sister even though the difference between our ages is not as big as it is between me and Khairul Helmi. God, I am sorry for I keep on mentioning his name. I am over him but he used to be the greatest thing that had ever happened in my life. How could I forget him?
It has been four years, though.
Okay, that’s not the point. Let us keep that aside. Well guys, I presently have my eyes on someone whom I first met at a big event which was held for the second time about three months ago. Yes, I did make an entry about the event and whom I met on that day. Go through my archives if you are too eager to know what event it was.
I thought that he was my passing-interest – I still do somehow – but when a cousin of mine sort of keeps sending me some photos of him, I think I am growing to like him even more deeply. He is not that kind of guy who is near to perfection but he is attractive in a way that none of the adjectives I know of can define.
Yeah, like seriously!
What moves me to want to be regarded as his little sister is because of the awkwardness I think he might feel if we meet again.
We are not any close, you know? I don’t even think he realizes that we have met before. At the event, of course. So, if he thinks me as a proper psycho who is madly crushing on him, he’ll definitely feel so awkward, right?
If I ever want to take a picture with him, the awkwardness is gonna conquer him all and he will be hesitant about how close he should be to me. I mean, the literal distance when taking the picture. I want him to at least put his arm around my shoulder at his pleasure. Like best buddies liddat, you know?
Whatever it is, this is a mere dream which I believe would not come true. Why? It is because I am out of his league. He is like a very cool and stylish guy who can afford branded thingy whereas I can hardly afford a RM40 pair of shoes. Moreover, we are embarking on two different journeys. He is into broadcasting while I am .. I don’t even know what I am into! Oh God.
I am such an unorganized ladeyh!
Besides, he already has a sister. A damn cute little sister, I tell you. Can you imagine what he would say if I were to propose him to be my brother? Well, at least what I have in my head is him saying straight to my face, “I already have a sister” and sniggering at me.
It just is a miracle if the guy that you like, likes you in return.
It has been four years, though.
Okay, that’s not the point. Let us keep that aside. Well guys, I presently have my eyes on someone whom I first met at a big event which was held for the second time about three months ago. Yes, I did make an entry about the event and whom I met on that day. Go through my archives if you are too eager to know what event it was.
I thought that he was my passing-interest – I still do somehow – but when a cousin of mine sort of keeps sending me some photos of him, I think I am growing to like him even more deeply. He is not that kind of guy who is near to perfection but he is attractive in a way that none of the adjectives I know of can define.
Yeah, like seriously!
What moves me to want to be regarded as his little sister is because of the awkwardness I think he might feel if we meet again.
We are not any close, you know? I don’t even think he realizes that we have met before. At the event, of course. So, if he thinks me as a proper psycho who is madly crushing on him, he’ll definitely feel so awkward, right?
If I ever want to take a picture with him, the awkwardness is gonna conquer him all and he will be hesitant about how close he should be to me. I mean, the literal distance when taking the picture. I want him to at least put his arm around my shoulder at his pleasure. Like best buddies liddat, you know?
Whatever it is, this is a mere dream which I believe would not come true. Why? It is because I am out of his league. He is like a very cool and stylish guy who can afford branded thingy whereas I can hardly afford a RM40 pair of shoes. Moreover, we are embarking on two different journeys. He is into broadcasting while I am .. I don’t even know what I am into! Oh God.
I am such an unorganized ladeyh!
Besides, he already has a sister. A damn cute little sister, I tell you. Can you imagine what he would say if I were to propose him to be my brother? Well, at least what I have in my head is him saying straight to my face, “I already have a sister” and sniggering at me.
It just is a miracle if the guy that you like, likes you in return.
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love is blind you..be yourself
Always am ;)
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