Pleasant morning, everybody! Don’t forget to take you breakfast before you get off to work, ladies and gentlemen. It is advisable that you take a bit heavier breakfast. Don’t be bothered by having extra fats. Skinny people tend to look older than their age, remember?
I just discovered an ugly truth about me. I am not surprised, though. I have been telling people from time to time that my English is not any good. If it were, I would not feel ashamed or frantic every time I converse with those whose English is undeniably excellent. Back in the college, I used to feel on edge when it came to talking to my English lecturers despite my friends’ compliments about my English.
Approximately eight hours ago, I got my second MUET result. A Band 3, it is. I do not know how to decipher what lies behind the fate of getting Band 3 twice but all I know is, I have let my family down. They had wished to see me further my degree in law yet with the heartbreaking result, I had to say bye-bye to Bachelor of Legal Studies.
Maybe it is the consequence of cherishing my second language more than my primary language. Maybe it is just a plain truth that I still have a lot to improve. Maybe it is some kind of sign that I should stop annoying people by correcting their English when they are tweeting.
This reminds me so much of Muhammad Khalis. I am in the lurch! He must be laughing so hard after reading this or will at least just sneer at me. I put my hands down, dude. I won’t be annoying you with such corrections anymore. There will be no more English tutorial by Khaleeqa on Twitter either.
*sigh*
To whom it may concern, thank you for comforting me. Perhaps it is true that MUET does not prove anything. Nonetheless, it does to my family. It does to critically judgmental persons I am surrounded by. It does to those who will determine which course I'm gonna be studying in degree. God, I am in trouble.
It is such an ugly truth to them. Too ugly that they cannot bear to see or even glance at.
Ps; I myself do not know what I should do next. I will probably discuss it further with my parents tonight. Pray for me that they will not get cross!
I just discovered an ugly truth about me. I am not surprised, though. I have been telling people from time to time that my English is not any good. If it were, I would not feel ashamed or frantic every time I converse with those whose English is undeniably excellent. Back in the college, I used to feel on edge when it came to talking to my English lecturers despite my friends’ compliments about my English.Approximately eight hours ago, I got my second MUET result. A Band 3, it is. I do not know how to decipher what lies behind the fate of getting Band 3 twice but all I know is, I have let my family down. They had wished to see me further my degree in law yet with the heartbreaking result, I had to say bye-bye to Bachelor of Legal Studies.
Maybe it is the consequence of cherishing my second language more than my primary language. Maybe it is just a plain truth that I still have a lot to improve. Maybe it is some kind of sign that I should stop annoying people by correcting their English when they are tweeting.
This reminds me so much of Muhammad Khalis. I am in the lurch! He must be laughing so hard after reading this or will at least just sneer at me. I put my hands down, dude. I won’t be annoying you with such corrections anymore. There will be no more English tutorial by Khaleeqa on Twitter either.
*sigh*
To whom it may concern, thank you for comforting me. Perhaps it is true that MUET does not prove anything. Nonetheless, it does to my family. It does to critically judgmental persons I am surrounded by. It does to those who will determine which course I'm gonna be studying in degree. God, I am in trouble.
It is such an ugly truth to them. Too ugly that they cannot bear to see or even glance at.
Ps; I myself do not know what I should do next. I will probably discuss it further with my parents tonight. Pray for me that they will not get cross!
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Exclude me
I know I should have written there "particularly my parents."
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