Leaving

In a blink of an eye, the time to go back to the place where I accrue knowledge as much as I can has finally come. I have been waiting this time since day one. Day one of my six-weeks semester break. I know it sounds like I am not happy at all staying at home but I do not mean like that.

I just cannot stay at a place without having to think of and blitz on something as well as having something to accomplish. I love going here and there, meeting and interacting with a lot of people and also having my work checked, marked and corrected. That is how I nurture my mind.

I wish I could bring my mother to Merbok too. I want to take her away from the mess she has been in since I can remember. Seeing her being hurt mentally by the one she once had faith in to shield her, hurts me fundamentally.

I am not going to update this blog as often I always do. Besides cracking down on my study for the second semester, I am in charge of organizing an event for my long family. As one of my cousins said the other day, “Make it happen!” By hook or by crook, I will make sure it happens!

I have resolutions for this second semester. Just so you know, we do not only make resolutions on twelve-monthly New-Year celebration. I determine to clean up my room once a week for the sake of hygiene and be cooler to the classmates and group mates into the bargain.

I am leaving today at 10.30 am by bus. I have accepted the fact that I am not as fortunate as my friends who are sent back to UiTM by posh cars. I am not bothered by that matter anymore. After all, I get to experience travelling alone, independently.

Lots of love,
Khaleeqa Idrus.

Ps ; Goodbye, Klang! And Asslamualaikum Merbok ♥